Well, today has been boring. I started Caitlyn on vegies and I don't think she is happy about the idea. I had to pretend like I was going to eat them before she'd think about opening her mouth and once I put the spoon in I think she spit most of it out. I fed her a jar of green beans though even though half of it got on her bib and her face, and her, but at least some of it is in her stomach.

I want to go do something, but I have noone to go do anything with. Sad huh, but since I moved here I had a baby, so haven't had a chance to get out and make friends and since my husbands family had estranged themselves from us, or only comes around when they want something, well, I have noone.
My birthday is going to be boring. Husband has to work so I'll be home with Caitlyn, doing nothing. I did get $175 from my aunt and Uncle and grandpa, and my mother sent me a birthday card. I was shocked. She hasn't bought me anything for my birthday in over five years, maybe she's trying to suck up so she can stay in my house if she ever comes and visits, which by the way, I won't let her do because she's famous for steeling, but that's a story for another time.

My husband doesn't me flying far with Caitlyn yet, but I told him I need to get out before I go nuts. My brother and sister in law were supposed to come see me in June, but can't, or won't, because my brother doesn't want to drive twelve hours, so I'm going to fly to Dalas which is a two hour flight, and then ride in a car with them for three hours to there little town. I could take two flights but I don't want to take one of thos little comuter planes with a guidedog and a baby by myself just yet. I'm glad I will be going in June cause I get to see my sister-in-law, I'm not really inthused about seeing my brother, sad, I know, but he doesn't like me, and we end up arguing if we are around each other a lot. He blames me for my mothers issues when we were growing up, but that's another story for anothet time. lIfe is full of stories huh. Someone told me once I should write an autobiography, and with all I've seen and went through I'd make it big. I'm not that talented though.

Awe, the point of this entry went out of the window, but my fingers usually to the talking anyway, so whatever. Boy, this entry sounds like I'm in a bad mood but I'm not. My husband is less cranky lately, he's noticing me, finally, and I have a beautiful daughter. I'm just bored.

Tags: baby, family, vacation
Current Mood: bored

Well, I think the last time I wrote I was being plagued with a constant headache. My blood presure was normal, so I didn't have preeclamsia. Anyway, the headache finally went away. Some time I feel pain in my right temple or on that side of my head, but for the most part that have gone. Let us just hope that I haven't genksted it.

I had to change OBGYN's, and I've only lived here a month. Insurence had to be changed because I mooved to a different state and getting an individual plan that covered me while I'm pregnant is hard. This insurance I got came with a savings plan for people who are currently pregnant. Basically a discount plan where some of the costs will be cut. They told me that the first OB Dock I saw down here would take it, but come to find out they took that insurence, but not the savingts plan. So I called the insurence company and they gave me another name of a dock to call. I did, and my next appointment is next week. I just hope they take the insurance because if they don't my husband and I will not be pleased, especially since the insurance paople that I talked to in the member services line gave me this doctors name. I don't want to have to resort to leagally separating from my husband to get on state insurance. I know it wouldn't change anything between us, and we'd go get remarried after the baby's born, but I still don't want to do that. Everyone pray that the insurance isn't pulling another one over on me or I will cry.


My little dog Ireland is liking it here, but she is bored. I don't know my way around the neighborhood yet, so we can't o out on our own. My husband takes us out on walks when he is home, and she did well on the last one. I won't be able to work her for a couple months because walking holding onto the harnes wil be awkward soon, but for now I take her out when I can. I hope she doesn't forget how to do her job. I'll probably have to whip her into shape once the baby is born, but I think I can do that.

Other than my over-worrying about insurance and pregnancy everything is fine. We have a beautifull home, and it has plenty of room.

Well, that is all for now. Caitlyn is as active as ever which is good. I can't wait for my next appointment. Pray that things run smoothly with the insurance paople.

Tags: baby, ireland home
Current Location: HOme
Current Mood: happy