Well, today has been boring. I started Caitlyn on vegies and I don't think she is happy about the idea. I had to pretend like I was going to eat them before she'd think about opening her mouth and once I put the spoon in I think she spit most of it out. I fed her a jar of green beans though even though half of it got on her bib and her face, and her, but at least some of it is in her stomach.

I want to go do something, but I have noone to go do anything with. Sad huh, but since I moved here I had a baby, so haven't had a chance to get out and make friends and since my husbands family had estranged themselves from us, or only comes around when they want something, well, I have noone.
My birthday is going to be boring. Husband has to work so I'll be home with Caitlyn, doing nothing. I did get $175 from my aunt and Uncle and grandpa, and my mother sent me a birthday card. I was shocked. She hasn't bought me anything for my birthday in over five years, maybe she's trying to suck up so she can stay in my house if she ever comes and visits, which by the way, I won't let her do because she's famous for steeling, but that's a story for another time.

My husband doesn't me flying far with Caitlyn yet, but I told him I need to get out before I go nuts. My brother and sister in law were supposed to come see me in June, but can't, or won't, because my brother doesn't want to drive twelve hours, so I'm going to fly to Dalas which is a two hour flight, and then ride in a car with them for three hours to there little town. I could take two flights but I don't want to take one of thos little comuter planes with a guidedog and a baby by myself just yet. I'm glad I will be going in June cause I get to see my sister-in-law, I'm not really inthused about seeing my brother, sad, I know, but he doesn't like me, and we end up arguing if we are around each other a lot. He blames me for my mothers issues when we were growing up, but that's another story for anothet time. lIfe is full of stories huh. Someone told me once I should write an autobiography, and with all I've seen and went through I'd make it big. I'm not that talented though.

Awe, the point of this entry went out of the window, but my fingers usually to the talking anyway, so whatever. Boy, this entry sounds like I'm in a bad mood but I'm not. My husband is less cranky lately, he's noticing me, finally, and I have a beautiful daughter. I'm just bored.

Tags: baby, family, vacation
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